Wednesday, March 1, 2017

Betrayal on the Mountain 


Nighttime is the worst, for during the day
One is distracted by animations
In your grit infested periphery,
Steel shank sole
Compressing chest while heel 
Pivots crushing out the last of the light.
The boot which hiked beside you,
A soul that seemed concordant with your entire essence of being
Through a small and winding
But intimate journey
Of promises and pledges
To meet you on the mountain top
Where you would
Build that fortress of forever, only 
To kick you into the crevasse's gutter
As the peak's summit loomed and 
Neared, haloed in heavenly hue.
Standing upon you
Waiting for that last breath to escape-
Death rattle, mind destitute,
Delirious from depleted atmosphere
Air thinning, as again and again the scorpion
Stings the frog's back
Because that what was in it's nature,
Enveloping the mantra of trust no one infects 
Each wrinkle in your screaming brain where the amygdaloid process screams like a creature cornered in the steel shell of a cage from which it can not flee, nor from where it could fight- not wanting to freeze ;
The boot rolls from heel to toe, stepping off, walking away, leaving its tread
Left for dead 
Staring at the summit with dead man's eyes
Still seeing , wide dilated pupils like black holes- making everything existential except the heinous hurt of rubber stinging twists of skin-
Abandonment of the summit as
You can never trust another to belay,
Not anymore, knowing that free climbing 
Is now the only option, if you so dare
But experiencing such heights is empty solo.
So you try to breath and claw your way down,
Crushed and fearing to be crushed again
By unstable boulders cast down
From the craggy cliff you attempted to ascend.
Weary, wary to ever attempt another trek up
The scarred  and scree strewn walls of debris and wild flowers, no matter their alluring majesty and mist enveloped peak.