Monday, October 23, 2017

When Souls Depart


A woman wands bubbles
Down the Spring Garden Road
An old man plays accordion
With a face like a toad
The Autumn air is warm
For this time of year
As I wander the streets
Of my Halifax dear

A stroll through faded blossoms
That in the Public Garden grow
My thoughts, as sit
At Robbie Burns’ toe,
Are wrapping my noggin
In nostalgia and grief
As I contemplate time,
That fucking old thief

My childhood spent
In this city so fair
My mother lies dying now
Hearts sunk in despair
Her’s can’t keep going
Mine, no more can take
The sun makes of pyre
Sat alone for her wake

The roads which I’ve rambled
And places I’ve seen
Will never rival
This place where I was weened
The flag shows the lion
That resides in my heart
And though I know I must leave soon
Like a soul must depart


Farewell to Nova Scotia
My lamenting refrain
As I know I may not
See this fair land again
Its ocean and valleys
And glacial till
Its water washed beaches
And Atlantic air chill

I am an orphan now,
With no true place my home
But I carry this place
Wherever I roam
Through fields of Heaven
And the hot winds of hell
I shall never forget this city
That I love so well










GJM



The last lonely leaf 
Upon the tree with branches broke, cracked and knarled 
Shifts from green to red with yellow flashes
For the tegument of earth she’s bound
To mix again with her native soil
Where my seed grew so well
Through winter’s barrens brash, spring’s fragrant renewal,
And summer’s burning hell
The Autumn is the time of year
When the reaper is at his height
Shaving down the tawny Fields
With sharp and mighty scythe 
My branches own, with rough bark grey and brown
Is too nearing its trembling Fall
Though my seed is sewed and she so beautifully grows
I too shall meet the ground
But from rot in decay and tears of dismay,
Is born birth and life
My my branches yield and never break
Despite our worldly strife
And those who rest and rejoin the soul give birth once again
And it is there that our solace bares
It’s light and misty glow
May they all sleep tight when the curtain of night
Shades our memories and all we know,
Mother mo chroĆ­ may your soul be free

And stand with your roots, beneath dwindling tree.

Pretended


Who thought the act of being kind
Would tear my heart asunder
Tumultuous turns, whirl in my mind
Pouring sweat, heart beat like thunder
You can see it in my eyes with each one of your lies
And no matter how I try, my face holds no disguise 

I do for you things that no one else
Would even care to ponder
I have given it my all, I gave my self
You left me drained, you left me somber
I know it now, I know my place, and it's never where I thought I'd be
You can't even read my face because  you never cared for me

My world seems so empty now
And I feel dead inside me
I did all that I knew how
You broke my wing, I can't be free
Karma is a thing that I dismiss, and there is no ass I'll kiss
You don't even say hello, but I just can't let you go
With my mind you'd always screw, but that's what you'd always do

Cos' our world it was pretended
Yes, our world it was pretended 

I was just a character in a book that you never gave a look
You just left me sat there on your shelf
And slipped away with so much stealth
Like the player in a role, and I'm left left broke but you left whole 
I sat there high and dry, where a tear had stung my eye
Can't believe none of it was real, and can't control how I feel

Because our world it was pretended 
(No, I know I don't want to know that)
What we had was just pretended 
(No, I know I don't want to know that)
 Our world was just pretended
(My heart and mind were blind to the stage)
Cos our world it was pretended
( now I'm here all alone)
Because our world it was pretended 




Smitten Online


I've savoured her words upon the screen,
And her image in photos, only seen
I know that nothing in this life is sure
But a connection I sense in her green eyed lure
Imagining of what could be,
Should I love her and she, love me
To feel the warmth of her silky flesh 
And the heat when passions mesh
Gould her an mine heart be true
And begin a a life at mid-life anew
Time will tell of what will be
If she is the one to set my love free
Aspire, do I, at this thought
Of her wanting and passions brought
The flame fanned fierce of sweet desire

And dance with me in embraces fire